LOVE MY TEAM
there are just some days
I can feel myself break down at any second. there could be any word that is said that makes me just want to cry my eyes out and not move for days. I couldn’t tell you why this would happen because there really is no legitimate reason. I can’t row anymore, but I thank God every day I can still walk. School can drive me insane and make me so stressed and feel incredibly stupid, but I’m at a school that will give me so many opportunities. There are days where I have never felt so alone, but I’m surrounded by friends and family that love me. I find it hard to combat these feelings with how my life actually is. So what do you do then?
You know those days where you wonder if you’re yourself anymore or you wonder where the fuck have I been. I’m having one of those days where I’ve never felt so sick about myself in my life
some days I just can’t believe how different my life was one year ago. A year ago I was in high school. A year ago I was in love. A year ago I was 18. A year ago I didn’t know any of the people I see everyday now. It’s kinda crazy when I step back and look at it.
(via h0pelesssbuthoping)
